Man-free Morgan

Stefani Morgan looks like she could be the Caucasian equivalent to Christy Chung. In some photos, she resembles Christina Applegate, Claire Forlani or Renée Zellweger. Ten years ago, she had this to say for herself:



Thursday, April 5, 2007, 1:27…


I couldn’t have said it better myself. In all honesty, the stuff that was actually going on during the documenting of the movie was much more interesting, so you can imagine the frustrations during the actual filming. 🙂 I can be too sarcastic, I knew whatever came out would have sounded completely wrong. 😛



23:56…


It’s actually amazing what Showtime can create. I was bored in mainstream. You have to understand, it’s entertainment, and with a show featuring so many people with important parts, you need to give roles to keep the show on a path that makes sense in some way. There’s parts you will like, and there are parts you will wanna scream at the people behind it all. You’re on camera, you gotta mic, there are hidden mics. Anything you say can be altered, you kinda become a puppet.



Saturday, April 7 2007, 1:33…


I felt that the movies aren’t great because it’s not about quality. It’s about getting the girl known as soon as possible so they can profit. LOL! Good god, let things happen as they should! I do care about my image when it comes to my fans, and I extremely care about my longevity. I was getting more and more depressed; so since things weren’t changing, i changed it.


Monday, April 9, 20:42…


I actually got an agent right after me saying I wanted to leave. I did one job, and was so annoyed. I hate L.A. I quickly forgot how much I disliked modeling. Everyone is just lost, and trying to one up each other. I stopped immediately. HAHA! I’m a lone wolf. I don’t talk to too many people.



Saturday, April 21, 21:39…


I was waiting for this. I laughed at the whole thing. The show was done very well. However, almost all of my stuff is true, like something would be taken out from the middle of a sentence. Here’s the thing, I’d love to make my mark and do something big; so yes – I would be happy doing a movie or to. I think if a newbie does something like that, it’s not as big, so people can say “Well, she only did a couple movies, so it’s ok.” You can tell when i’m irritated or completely not interested in taping on the show.



21:45…


Most men are objects to me. I like them, but I don’t want much from them. Some don’t get cuddled. I think women are still behind men in society, ours at least. Most men, in my opinion, like the feeling of having power over us. Many of them cannot grasp the fact that women use them just as they use women. Therefore, those men say it’s ok for them, and not ok for us because they aren’t secure enough. The reason that I am so comfortable with all my past decisions is that I don’t judge others for them. If you like somebody when you meet them, you have to realize that everything leading up to this had made the person who they are, so why let those things bother you?



Sunday, April 22, 00:35…


LOL! Um, the comment when I was talking about killing myself during the scene is true. There was so much press on some days that this was one of them. Normally, there are not unnecessary people on the set during a scene. There were camera crews for the movie, the Showtime show, photographers and others. It was slower because of the show, and it was hot as Hell. I felt that a lot of people were trying too hard to cause chaos during the movie, and I think that showed overall. I am surprised that I didn’t flip on camera.



16:03…


Some days, it’s hard. If it’s a lower budget movie, bad script…you really lose focus. My main thing is that it’s hard for me to want to be on set because I feel it is just about getting a product out. It’s very easy for me to shut myself off emotionally during movies, and my conflict has always been “Why am i here? it’s half assed anyways.”



Friday, April 27, 22:56…


A man was involved with my leaving, not exactly the reason. Too much to type and it’s too personal. Every girl would love to leave her mark in the biz, and yes, I would like to do that. I am the most comfortable person ever. I am very straightforward with who I am, so if people disagree with me then it gives them reason to leave alone. I generally hate going out now. I get the itch every once in a while to go out. That lasts maybe a week, but I can’t go out in L.A. and be sober. The people here are retarded. I get annoyed just saying Hi. I’d rather do dinner and drinks with quality people who I love. Don’t get me wrong, I’m supposed to be getting ready to go out now. My allergies are out of control. Movie night with my pup tonight.



Saturday, April 28, 14:56…


I’m aware of what mainstream offers. There’s a reason that isn’t the road that I took. You may be overanalyzing my statements. I don’t go into depth about thoughts through text. When I say go mainstream, it’s being more known in general, recognized in more mags, etc. That’s it.



Monday, April 29, 14:41…


I‘m finishing my bachelor’s. I started college at 16, stopped at 18 to model full-time, and I really want to finish. Um, directing movies? Mmm, I’d love it. I’m a perfectionist 10x over, everyone on set might hate me.



Tuesday, May 1, 2:06…


Um, Jessica Biel?! LOL, not so much. We have none of the same features, but she is hot, so thanks…I guess. I love changing my look. If i didn’t need to keep my look consistent for work, I would be different every few months. I change my hair all the time when not on camera. Long, short, dark, red tones, blonde……I plan on changing it up more. I mean no one got upset when I dyed it auburn in December before I left.  I went into the office today, and not one word was said about my dark hair, so I will continue to change things. Hehe.



Sunday, May 6, 21:49…


I might as well clear the air. I did not want to be in the movie by the time that we shot it. I always had problems with them promoting me as the wild girl. The show was just a train wreck. The crew was capturing stuff that could make any of the girls look far less amazing than they really are. People were hamming it up for the cameras. I was “fighting” for a role THAT I wanted nothing to do with anymore. They were burning me out before my flame really got going. In every interview, I have to start from scratch to correct people, then Howard Stern turned me down because I refused to give any celebrity names. The lamest thing ever in my mind. Vivid came to me and said “Look, give a couple so they take you on.”



Wednesday, May 9, 14:39…


LOL! I am not always dating celebs. Here is the reason why I have dated a few – most are sick of attention and want normalcy. I am not even toying with the idea of dating. I need to be alone for a very long while right now. P.S. I hate roses.



Saturday, May 12, 15:15…


I hate interviews with other girls though. I think that with other girls talking, it can alter how you come off, and of course you get asked irrelevant questions. Great exposure, nonetheless.


Friday, July 20, 21:11…


They have completely dumbed me down by making me the wild girl. I have never been on spring break first off, then there was the time that they asked me to do a book like How to Date a Celebrity. I laughed. There is a difference between a biography and a book about selling out on something beyond lame. When I left, they said that I owed them a set amount for movies which I didn’t do last year. Although, if they weren’t so concerned in their trainwreck, I’m sure that they would have been filmed. They just took almost all my money today because of the shoot that I cancelled last minute a few weeks ago due to a major breakdown. This is only half of it, some I will not disclose. I haven’t been pushed that far yet! LOL! Can you tell my feathers are ruffled??



Saturday, July 21, 1:23…


I plot every night!!!! Wow, too much Pinky and the Brain.


Tuesday, August 28, 00:56…


The most unpleasant experience of my life. I should’ve just skipped the contract and played in traffic. 🙂



Wednesday, August 29, 16:49…


If i’m not having fun, you guys aren’t. Why wouldn’t I treat you guys like equals? I think it’s just my mindset. I am not judgemental whatsoever. I have been judged my entire life. The nail that sticks out gets hammered, right? I have always made a point to not judge others.



Thursday, August 30, 20:00….


The most important thing for the biz is that someone who genuinely loves their job becomes the “spokesmodel” for the biz. This business has a lot of amazing people, but I personally don’t want to represent people that I think shouldn’t really be in this biz.



Friday, August 31, 1:16…


I had the same problem in modeling that i do now. I am the innocent one, and everyone wants me to be their doll…only it was 50x worse in modeling. My personality isn’t quite for the still camera, I am too much of a character. I found myself wanting to do all the other jobs, photography, hair/makeup and I still am like that now. I just like creating things. I was talking about about getting into the biz with a makeup artist. I really was keen on being exclusive. I wanted to keep my work limited, so I could have a lot of longevity. I knew that Vivid was very successful, so I wanted to go to them. I called and set up a meeting. Bigger isn’t always better though.



23:12…


I definitely watch for more than just pointing out everything I hate. I don’t think I really look my best in any of my movies anyways, so I have always just avoided all that. I do watch for my body language, the acting, everything really.



Tuesday, September 4, 00:06…


You guys have my permission to hunt me down and beat me if i ever got plastic surgery.



12:20…


I won’t ever be modifying my body. It’s a problem in this biz because we are sending a message to women of all ages that you need to change something to attract a man. This is only worse for the younger girls. God only knows what they think they need to become. Since when did being who you are and loving your body become a turn-off?



Wednesday, September 5, 14:06…


I get excited when i see natural girls on set though. Don’t get me wrong, I loved Barbie when I was little, but I got tired of plastic around 8. 🙂



Sunday, September 9, 18:58…


Pretty much 99.9% of my family is in south California, which is why it is completely boring to me. 🙂



22:38…


During my first movies, I didn’t even want to be there. They were done so poorly, I was new and I could sense that. In fact, i filmed two at one time for my first features, and one of them wasn’t released because it was just THAT bad. I have always felt Vivid does not know how to market me properly. I had a few very serious things that happened in my family life during that time and that really affected me. The two together was just no bueno.



23:02…


Most of my movies are carelessly done. On some movies, I feel like I looked better before i set in the makeup chair. It’s very easy to feel as if it’s pointless for me to even try. The comfort thing has never been an issue, it’s a matter of if i’m happy or not, and most of the time it has been not.



Thursday, September 13, 19:50…


I hate to break it to you, but my ass is slowly going away. When I got back from Thailand, I got sick and I lost weight…..and it hasn’t quite come back yet.



Friday, September 14, 14:15…


I went to the doctor on Wednesday. Remember when I said I took a bad fall in the end of July. Yes, I’m a spaz. I had a lot of symptoms for head trauma, but it turns out I’m ok. The headaches will get better over time, and my allergies are making the pressure worse, but I’m actually taking my medicine. All the nausea, weight loss, etc. is just because of stress. I argued of course, being the hypochondriac that I am.



Saturday, September 22, 19:33…


I am a firm believer in recycling the men in my life. Nothing really sounds too appealing though lately. Needless to say, I’ve developed a close bond with my vibrator lately. 🙂



Saturday, October 6, 12:35…


Yes, I was looking at scripts last year. When I’m a little older and tired, I know i’m going to want to dabble in mainstream. There is so much more to explore.

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